Its a pause

Hi assalamualaikum ! *krik krik*

gosh its dusty here. tak sangka lama gila aku tak update blog. sebelum ni sekadar jenguk jenguk jaa. gosh i miss spilling out my thoughts here. last update tahun lepas kot. sebenarnya banyak gila benda yg aku nak share dalam blog ni sejak awal tahun haritu.

first week handle form one students, lepas tu jumpa mamat korea datang sekolah. then, selesaikan konflik dalam bkp, lepas tu struggle untuk up1, lepas tu ada crush kat dia tu lah dia ini lah macam macam, lepas tu aku minat gila kat harry potter, aku habis khatam 3 buku first dia dalam masa seminggu ja sebab addicted sangat. and i miss reading harry potter at 3 am tsk tsk. lepas tu struggle untuk mid year term exam and result aku hancur lebur jatuh gaung ditimpa gunung everest memang teruk ahh result, so lepas ni memang kena pushh gila gila punya untuk trial. lepas exam mid year terus busy dengan hari sukan, preparation untuk hari guru and lastly ada kem kokurikulum and perkampungan ilmu in one week ! ya Allah i will miss this memoriess T.T tak boleh bayang macam mana nak tinggalkan sekolah nanti sebab aku rasa macam sayang sangat dekat semua orang.

lepas ni anis, tak boleh main main dahhh. trial spm kot, trial ni laa yg akan menentukan hg boleh pi london ka dak. so kepada readers yg mungkin sedang membaca ni, maafkan segala kesilapan saya sekiranya ada and doakan saya tau. rasanya sampai sini ja kot dulu. lepas spm aku update banyak banyak. sayang blog ni sangat sangat hiks

okeh duty call, tata !

p/s - my birthday is on trial spm what a great life

beautiful day

thank you everyone for making my day beautiful, mom and dad, friends and especially idzni and kak hamizah (they gave me a very precious gifts!)

birthday girl

what i want on my birthday

• wishes from my friends
• surrounds by family members
• prayers from everyone (including u, the one who reading this)
• polaroid (the possibilities  to get this is 0.00001%)

well, my birthday is tomorrow, 25 August. i feel great because, yeah because im turning 16  maybe ? well, turning 16 is actually what i never expected, i feel old sometimes. phewh, plus, i may not get any gifts from my parents. that makes me sad even more. but, seeing they happy is actually my happiness.

i dont need any expensive gifts to satisfy myself if my parents are not happy with me, such as my deteriorated exam result. it equals to nothing. all i need to do right now is study hard + smart, attain good grades and enter best university in the world ! then, i will buy a brand new ferrari, maserati, porsche, audi for my dad and branded handbags, shoes, clothes for my mom ! and i will bring them to makkah for umrah too ! and i will buy a private plane for my family so that we can travel anywhere, anytime ! and..... and...... and....

im so excited thinking about my future ! do pray for me so that i can be a successful person yaa guys ! i believe that i can be as i wish one day. 

au revoir !