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30 January 2017

Favourites : January

we are one day closer to february and i already put a halt on my january ha ha. since my new year resolution is i want to blog more, so ive been thinking on updating my blog every month, even if there are nothing interesting to be blog-ed about, i will just write on things that favors me on that month, even little things like getting praised from madam marina (my prominent lecturer this sem) would be great and become highlight of the month ! surely i will brag about it on all my sns ! oh simplest things that thrill me ;)

overall, january has been kind to me but still it was a kind of hectic month, i was quite devastated every day with due dates looming, assignments piled up, financial problem, eczema, tests and umm peer pressure. but alhamdulillah i managed to survive it all. maybe because ive been good with managing my time and i taught myself to be grateful every single day no matter how bad that day was. it all started when i discover the benefits of writing a journal or diary since my topic of my persuasive speech is 'why youth should have an online journal'. so i did a thorough research on it and at the same time was impressed by the benefits of writing  a journal. then one day during new year eve, i went out with my friends to a mall and i drop by at mph bookstores and i bought this !

so far im on a good track even though there were a day or two i missed it. this small pocket-sized journal isnt really convenient because the spaces provided on each day is quite small for a girl with big handwriting like me, but thats not really a big problem. i used this small notebook every day albeit how busy or bad my day was, i still write in it because i believe soon when i flipped those pages, i would be proud of myself. such a peak to the olden days is fascinating right ? I am an extremely sentimental person and I love the idea of being able to look back at what I did, what I went through and what I've learnt whilst growing up. even though i have this blog, but of course not everything in my life will be documented. It's good to be a little bit of a mystery, yes ? and by having a small book like this, i can spill out everything without fear of judging from the others because this considered as one of my privacy belongings that i would love to only keep it to myself. Haha.thus, i can concluded that i had made a good kick start of 2017. maybe i will be doing the same thing on more years to come, perhaps?

Muet Result

surpisingly i got band 5 ! im beyond grateful since the fact that i was half-prepared (i left my muet notebook in college, so i depended on notes shared through whatsapp by my friends)

Broga Hikes 

15th January, Sunday i went to Broga Hill for hiking organized by my co-curriculum club, Youth Club. i hate it, of course. i almost giving up in the middle of the hike, but i pushed myself because i dont want my crush to assume me as a lazy l-ass. i must maintain a good image in order to impress him, right ? #blowingnails (my mom better dont read this). and also, chanting 'im not a quitter' and 'dont give up' works wonders on OBVIOUSLY-LAZY-ASS-AND-NOT-FIT-GIRL like me and FINALLY, I MADE IT TO THE PEAK HELLYEAHAHHH ! the view at the peak was captivating and breathtakingly beautiful, we arrived at the peak approximately at 10 am (started hike at 7am kot) and i was pretty impressed with myself. there were games held at the peak, all of us were delegated into groups and we were assigned to do cheers and decide a creative group name in order to bring home more foods lol. other than that was taking a lot of pictures. spent merely an hour or two up there and turns out turun bukit is a lot easier than previous despite of gravity pull, the trail was a lot safer and not slippery compared to the first one. i had so much fun back then..and ofcourse my whole body aching badly the entire week.  i must have aging a lot :((((


i joined flashmob team again this sem, if last sem i joined it in conjunction to Merdeka Day, this sem is in conjunction to LiteAp week. i dont know what has gotten into me really but i enjoyed dancing so much. but this sem's team was a lot boring than the previous, we didnt took pictures after we done it and it was plain boring. i didnt enjoyed it much but since we will getting coupons, it fine. my lifespan there is depending on how many coupons i collected guys. HA HA

                                                                                                                                      Palace of Justice

it was on a rainy friday we went to palace of justice to watch real trial held there but unfortunately the case was postponed to the other day. but lucky us, the polis bantuan there pitied us and he took us into the bilik bicara where the case are usually held and explained briefly on all particular things we need to know inside. he also cheerfully answered our questions ! but we couldnt took pictures inside since it was prohibited. 

so after done visiting the trial room + its library and museum, we did took pictures at the outside.

look at all those thick, hard-cover law reports, digest and journals from various law school and countries

#teamjubahhitam #antisocial

this was taken while we were on our way to mcd at presint 2. so much love for the photosss <3

Class Photoshoot Session

it was on tuesday when we agreed on wearing white and blue for the class photoshoot. but me being stubborn, there was no single blue thread on my outfit on that day ha ha. but overall the photos were all fantastic. introducing - L6

the only one thing that we were really good at ^


I honestly couldnt survived law school without this crackheads who always full of shenanigans.

                                                                                                                                Lets Talk : Makeup

disclaimer : im not good in makeups but I AM A SUCKER FOR MAKEUP VIDEO TUTORIALS ON YOUTUBE ! i downloaded quite many and watched them whenever im bored. so i had purchased the basic one - foundation, eyeliner, lipstick and they works magic even though they cost only a few bucks. i couldnt afford buying the expensive one from Sephora, come to think of it, i even bought those basics one from Watson and SaSa using my allowance money ! shame on me. since it never against the law to splurge your allowance money on makeups, why not? but whatever, i still want to share my new bb cream and lipstick i bought this month.

Garnier BB Cream

I bought this after i watched syifa melvin everyday makeup tutorial on youtube and it looks good on her. GUYS, THIS ONLY COSTS AROUND RM17 from watson and it was beyond good. the texture is light, coverage is good as it able to cover redness and uneven skin tone on your face. kulit pun tak rosak and it stays longer than i thought.

Wet n Wild Megalast Lipstick in 912C In The Flesh (this sounds like some sort of war weapons)

to be honest, all the lipstick i bought before are in pink and natural and lighter shades. so this one i bought from sasa in the code of In The Flesh is my first ever darker-than-pink lipstick and i laahhvvv it. Pinky-nude shade. Really pretty for daytime. especially when my mood is sombre and i wasnt interested to going to classes on that day (im still a skipping class virgin alhamdulillah) i will apply this lipstick and turns out it boost my confident. this make sense guys, dont roll your eyes reading this :') 

 One thing I love about this lipstick is that it is super pigmented. Like one swipe is enough, I swear ! Lasts all day. Also, they cost less than 25 bucks and have several dupes for MAC lipsticks. Score. The only con of WNW lipsticks are that they're quite drying tho. A layer of lip balm is a must for me. I hate the packaging, and I hate how it gets on my teeth sometimes. but im planning to buy more of their lipsticks in darker shades - Cinnamon Spice, Spiked with Rum, Rose Bud and Sugar Plum Fairy.

New Laptop


still contemplating whether i need to boost around about my new laptop or not but whatever, i still want to share it here. since i entered college, i never had a laptop on my own. i brought the old-fashioned one (our 10 years Toshiba laptop) to college and some of the system had out-dated and it was very hard for me. earlier this sem i also begging my parents to bring our current new laptop because there were lots of works required laptop to do this sem and they pitied me and yeah things have been better but still, it wasnt mine and whenever i went home i need to share it with the others. then my dad decided that i need my own laptop and seriously, its a funny story to begin with. my laptop is in blue colour guys ! 


my parents insisted that i should take this colour because its fun to look at , the colour is pretty and this is the only laptop there that comes with white keyboards. i was anxious on taking this at first but now, I DIDNT REGRETTED IT AND I LOVEEEE IT

 and now i irrevocably love anything with the colour blue. it looks animesthetic (anime + aesthetic) to me. although i didnt watch anime but this baby blue+white colour combination of this laptop always reminds me of kawaii japanese stuff. i dont know how to describe this but i love every inch of it. this laptop is the basic one for student like me who only use microsoft words/presentation, google and binge watching movies. and the price was pretty affordable the processor were all good.  the only cons were the battery lifespan was quite short and it drained fast. 


thats all for my january ! im currently on chinese new year break and im home for a week ! so many plans to catch up with my friends but honestly, i prefer staying home because believe me, ONE WEEK FLIES REALLY FAST.  i think that is all for now, hoping for a greater and blessed months, February please be fantastic !

Au Revoir

25 January 2017

brink of death

am i
in the brink of death
fingers clenching
hearts palpitating
legs dangling
mouth stammering
tears rolling
someone would pull my hands
from falling
off the cliff
grab my waist
hug me tightly
and telling me
is going
to be fine

am i
walls i build around me
was destroyed
hopes are just fragile
as fathom
at the sea
the warmth of the air
is now suffocating

am i
in the brink of death


16 January 2017


n.  A very strong desire or irresistible impulse to travel

I made a travel bucket-list about a week ago, and I don't know what's gotten into me right now but I feel like I have this itch to travel somewhere in the near future. And if you're wondering, the number one spot on my list is New York. I have always, always wanted to go to New York. I've been on way too many beach vacays that I've now developed this burning desire to travel to big cities. Okay, maybe the fact that I am a huge fan of Suits & Gossip Girl (both shows based in NY), it may have influenced me on the whole New York thing. But what is there not to love about The Big Apple ?! In the words of Alicia Keys ; concrete jungle where dreams are made of. 'Nuff said. 

A lot of people who know me probably thought that London was my number one destination, but truth is I wanna study in London and live there for a few months at least. But New York, oh man New York, that is my ultimate travel destination. It's a dream I'm not sure will ever come true, but let's just keep praying. I wanna lose myself in the streets of New York, I wanna be a part of the hustle and bustle happening in Times Square, I wanna roam around Central Park aimlessly, I wanna admire the beautiful skyline day and night, I wanna be inspired by the place and the people and the diversity that comes with it. If I could, I'd fly to New York during the autumn (or fall, if that's what you call it) season. Autumnal fashion is my favourite. It's not hot enough that you have to wear less clothes, but it's not cold enough that you have to layer up into a ball of coats. The weather is right in between. Plus, autumn is when all of my favourite colours to wear hit the stores. Blacks, browns, greys, whites, maroons, dark greens, beiges. Especially in ZARA. Just thinking about it is driving me nuts. 

Throughout my whole life, I haven't gone out of the country that much. The farthest I've step foot onto is Turkey when I was about 17. I've been to Singapore a few times, Korea when I was 16 and Bandung, Indonesia when I was 12. That's it. And i've never performed umrah yet, perhaps soon ? ;)

Okay, moving on. Honeymoon-wise (thinking so far ahead here hahaha), I'd like to go to Venice, Rome and Florence in Italy and Santorini in Greece. I also wanna make sure I visit all the Disneylands around the globe + Disney World in FL. Other than that, Belgium for waffles, France to shop and eat pastries all day, Spain, Amsterdam, Florida, Turkey, Dubai, Melbourne & Sydney, Sweden. The list of places I wanna go to is endless ! But yeah, if it's one place I really want to go to the next time I travel, it would definitely be New York. With dreams to travel to incredible places like these, I think it's only fitting that I save up for a new camera now haha. I'm getting a jar for my travel + camera fund the next time I go out $$$

1 January 2017

Kuantan // Lights Festival Putrajaya

Assalamualaikum ! First of all, a very Happy New Year i wish to everyone (as if there are readers here). but never mind, soon when i read this post again i will know that this post was written on a very first day of 2017 (despite the date that obviously stated above the post title) but whatever, i still want to convey my 2017 new year wish :')

so i'd been abandoned by my housemates for 3 days tsk tsk (nurin balik ganu, while the others went to malacca). but on the bright side, i love being alone in my room because i can do almost everything with careless. it feels like the whole world is with me. but of course, i feel kinda lonely sometimes. binge-watching randoms youtube videos, writing outline for my assignments, scouting for articles on multiple websites, i wish i can get out of this room and be socialize. but seems like everyone are in the same situation as i am too. except those who are going to malls, cafes just to kill time. but im too malas to dress up and go out and walking aimlessly wasting my first day of 2017. at least by staying at home the whole day, i manage to finish both my outlines of different subjects simultaneously and enjoying my time of my life. also, it feels awkward when im alone in this house, bcs the silence is deafening and i miss our carefree banters. but, hey i need to appreciate my solitude times because it hards to get times like this

anyway, biggest thanks to Nik, my classmate who being all motherly by offering herself to be my roomates for 2 nights hihi. im okay to sleep alone in my room but i cant stand being alone for the whole day ! its sickening T.T

before i rambles some more, back to my main business. last christmas break, my family and i went to kuantan and it was the memorable one. what a perfect vacation to end my bittersweet 2016 :') and also last 2 nights, Nik + her housemates and aerwyna and me went to Pesta Lampu Putrajaya 2016 and it was amazing. the colourful lights are everywhere + flawless light projector show. We had some korean snacks (i forgot its name and also didnt took picture of it) from the food truck, walking around and took pictures. but overall we were 99.9%  squealing in delights at the myriad displays of colourful and brilliant lights all around us. it was really really worth it.


we stayed at Swiss Garden resort, of course by the beach. and here's our photos taken there. most of them were taken with my phone and my dad's

Pantai Balok if i wasnt mistaken. the beach is umm..nice 

its raining



look who's enjoy swimming time !

my kind of morning :')

morning reads :D

day 2

woke up early to catch the sunrise. but the view of sunrise wasnt really satisfying because it was cloudy. it has been raining for so many days here. but my sister and i did took a lot of great pictures and here's some of my favourites. of course pictures of me hahahah #selfabsorb

obviously didnt showered :/

spent half of the day in our hotel, then after asar we went to teluk cempedak beach. didnt enjoy much because the place was so damn crowded + so many beruk/kera and we were all so hungry

im kinda disappointed because i didnt take the pictures of foods, the foods were all great. we tried their ikan bakar, seafood, mee chalong (if i wasnt mistaken) and ofcourse the crispy crunchy keropok lekor dipped in sweet sour chilly sauce. yums ! as far as i know kuantan is famous by its ikan patin masak tempoyak, but didnt manage to find the best place to eat it so yeah, next time perhaps ?

we stopped by at kemaman, i have always love terengganu's beaches. theyre all breathtaking. didnt manage to take a lot of photos bcs it was raining all the time T.T. but there's the selfie of the year  ^^

Pesta Lampu 2016

im so beyond excited about this. we went to the light festival on a whim, even Aerwyna who stayed in kl refused to go home on this new year break because she have been desperately wanted to go to lights festival. Nik and her housemates laila, qashrina and anis (same name tehee) casually asked me to join them. so basically 6 of us escaped the stressful atmosphere of dengkil to the wonderful light festival located in presint 3, putrajaya ! 

one with the lovely aerwyn

doesnt this remind you of the 'her bucket list' episode from WEIGHTLIFTING FAIRY KIM BOK JOO?? im feeling the drama vibes all time there ! #desperatelyneedajoonhyung 

we bought ourselves the ribbon lights, just after we walked to another kedai i saw a yellow crown which somewhat resembles VIP crown. desperately want it but i didnt want to waste my money T.T luckily one of Nik's housemates bought the crown (turns out she's a VIP too no wonder !) so i borrow from her for a while hahaha.but still the ribbon one also cute :')

there were also projector shows on the Istana Kehakiman building and i recorded them via my instastory. it was an amazing and effortlessly flawlessly beautiful show. worth every seconds ! also there are many food trucks selling variety delicious local and international foods/snacks/drinks.

the ball lights keep changing colours and it were hanging higher and lower and we managed to touch some of them !

 wearing my VIP crown !!!

6 of us <3

me, nik and aerwyna

and highlight of the night was *cringeeee*

told ya, we were so immensely obsessed with the drama hahahah

despite our happy faces, we were secretly disappointed inside because we had to go back to college due to curfew hours. nahh :'(

so i think i will end it here. assignments piling up ! byeeee and thanks for reading <3